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Imagine for a moment that you are looking up at someone you know. They’re standing at a podium. You’ve known this person for years. You’re not the best of friends with them; however the pair of you are a bit more than just acquaintances. In the time you’ve spent together, one of the things you’ve learned about them is that their religion plays a major role in their life.

Now imagine your friend standing in front of you, and they’re asked the question “why do you go to church?” They’re standing at the podium, facing you, facing their other friends, family members, as well as others they attend services with. 

What kind of answer are you going to get out of them? “I do this for God.” “I do this because it is the right thing to do, and everything about it is truth.”

As you can imagine, and may or may not be able to admit to yourself, the answer is going to be very cliché, and more than likely, it’s going to be a lie.

Truth….

Church is not a weekend retreat. Church does not appeal to people more than watching football on Sunday. Church does not cut the grass on your lawn. It does not buy your groceries. It does not clean your bathroom. It does not do your laundry.

Church is not a fun place. 

More truth…..

Most people don’t go to church to listen to anything. They go and daydream. They’ll have a few particular thoughts that can be used to repetitively kill off an hour or so, and then they go home. 

Have you ever wondered how some people can be so ignorantly and stupidly self assured with themselves and their own thinking regarding any given issue? The answer is seclusion, with lots and lots of time to think by themselves, for themselves, and establish their own opinionated thoughts as reality.

Most people who go to church, do so because they don’t want to cause waves. They go because that’s what their parents did, and they want their parents happy (on the surface). They care about what everyone thinks of them. They want to fit in. They want to be part of the crowd. They want to do nothing that could jeopardize current social circles they’ve had that are in any way beneficial. 

The circles receive thought and consideration when they include people who are generous with money, or get groups together where the church go-er can meet new people. Either way, as long as there is some kind of benefit, the said individual is reluctant to, and generally will never give up church just for the sake of being ethically truthful to themselves. 

Truth…..

Above all else, there is a lone word that is the proverbial “bottom line” to describing the motivations of most church goers. This word encompasses the above mentioned reasons, as well as pages I could write regarding the others left unmentioned. 

The reason most people go to church is….fear.

People go to church because of fear. They are told of countless promises of wonderful things that can be theirs, if only they can adhere to a set of standards and rules. “Here is all we have to offer….do it or else.” That my friends,  is the banner that the world has given to the name and thought of the existence of a God. 

If you do not do what your church leaders tell you, you will lose your social circles. Family members and friends alike will cut you off, because they are convinced that association with the likes of you will result in the loss of their chance at ”eternal salvation”. They “know” this, because that is what the priests, and other church leaders tell them out of ”holy spirit”. 

If you don’t do what your church leaders tell you, you will never see your dead loved ones. You will burn in hell. You will lead a meaningless life. You will fall into a void of empty nothingness. You will become addicted to drugs. You will be tormented by unseen forces, such as demons, or even Satan himself. You will become an alcoholic. You will get an STD. You will be a failure in every sense of everything you have ever known. 

More truth…..

People that go to church for the sole purpose of worshiping the God they believe in, are good people, and they deserve more respect any other kind of person. These people have faith. They put others before themselves. They know truth and bounds of themselves and the authority of their faith. For instance, if they are Christians, they know the bible (it is the authority of the Christian faiths), they know Romans 14:12, and therefore, do not in any way belittle others for their decisions and lifestyles.

However, there is no question that they are EXTREMELY outnumbered by those that go the same services.

Church is not meant to be fun. It is something you do because you want to show appreciation and exoneration to a supreme being. You are not there because of the group going to Chili’s afterward. You are not there to get off when you listen to confessions of others. You are not there for gossip. You are not there because of a writer’s strike. You are not there to obtain sex. You are not there to wear a new dress. You are not there because of your new khakis. You are not there for a weekend picnic. 

The church goers that go to church for these social, selfish reasons……

They are useless people. Their mind has never been able to go outside of thoughts of self-gratification to act on or even recognize the idea of being in any way, a decent person. They are pleasers of themselves, and hold loyalties to nothing and no one but themselves. They shrug off me, this blog, and anyone and anything that agrees with what I have written as “apostate”, and as something that their own minds have been trained by themselves and others to look down on.

They will always have their support group to go to on Sundays, so they can stay the way they are. I, and those that agree with me, have our passions, and we have the knowledge that we at least put forth our best efforts to be decent.

So on this typical Friday night, a lot of assholes will read this, or not, and spend their evening either saying things about people that they would never have to balls to say to that said person(s) face; or, being hypocrites, then forgetting about it on Sunday. Me, I’m going to relax, more than likely with either a beer, whiskey, a midori sour, a long island ice tea, or maybe all of them, I’m not sure.

Either way, whether you drink or not…to friends, and to keeping things simple….cheers!

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Obtain a subject at a young age, preferably as a toddler.

Raise the subject in an extreme religion. By extreme, make the faith one in which the life of the person is wrapped around that of the religion, not the way it should be, which is the other way around. The subject should spend so much time within the religion, hearing only from clergy and not from any outside source, that everything they hear from men will be perceived as coming from God himself. The subject must be punished and threatened with punishment for thinking otherwise.

With this teaching in place the subject will be on their way to becoming a monster. In fact, becoming a monster will be the only alternative for the subject outside of becoming a hollowed drone of the selected faith. The route of monster will be chosen over becoming a drone if the subject is able to eventually recognize that “destroying individuality” is given the covering shade of “fighting sinful tendency”.

The religion will make the subject spend their life around, and forcing friendships and relationships that are nonexistent or actually hurtful to them. This way, if/when the subject escapes and is free of thinking that God hates who they are, they will still always feel as if they have to second guess relations they have with anyone they chose to interact with. Despite any social tendencies developed, the subject more than likely would rather spend the rest of their life in seclusion than feel used and betrayed again (seen through off and on statements and actions indicating borderline paranoia).

The subject must either naturally be, or taught how to be as introspective as possible. This can happen either through vast amounts of nonfiction reading and study of the human mind, or by raising the subject amongst individuals who are polar opposites of each other. If possible, the later option is the optimal, as it will not simply give legible information to the subject which is needed to acquire this trait, but also show them how to see and recognize thoughts and motivations of many different kinds of people through both their verbal and non-verbal communication. This ability can be very strongly implanted depending how wide a spectrum of personalities the subject is raised around.

With the previous steps fulfilled, the subject will use their introspective abilities as they constantly dwell on their past with hindsight. They will think of all the things they wish they could have done, but either failed to do, or were not allowed to do. They will also think of negative situations they experienced which they had no control over and cannot change. Over time, this thinking, coupled with occasional to repetitive reminders of a faith and of people attempting to regain them through lies and deceit, will instill an attribute in the subject which few will be able to come close to matching. That being incredible and overwhelming anger.

With this anger, the subject will be prone to lash out at those who that they feel have wronged them. Occasionally, they may even attack their own friends, but more than either of these, they will spend much time lashing at themselves, tearing apart their own actions and thinking. Their taught introspect coupled with rage and will be able to numb them from being sensitive to the feelings they see in others. They will learn to recognize the inner thoughts and desires of those around them, then belittle and tear them down, as they feel theirs have been.

In the more advanced, near complete stages, the subject will use not just facts, but mere thoughts to lash out at others. When in a verbal fight, feeling threatened, or simply in a bad mood, the subject will twist the reality of the person(s) they attack to make them see hurtful and fictional situations or thoughts as being true.

At this stage, the subject is now a monster. Dark, cold, numb, and vindictive beyond reason.

Most subjects will continue this path until they destroy themselves. A select few may become aware and unhappy with their state of mind and may attempt change, however most evidence indicates they will fail trying.

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Have you ever heard someone tell you that socially, they “drift”? I have, and unfortunately, because I didn’t know any better, I didn’t walk away from them at that very second. I’m writing this because everyone should be warned, and assured that these people should be avoided at all costs. For those of you that are not familiar with a “drifter”, here’s how you identify them, what they are, and why they deserve to get AIDS and die.

You run into, and end up getting conned by drifters when you go to the same school, church, or job. You both attend some kind of institution, and you find out that you both know some of the same people. So eventually through small talk, you ask them the simple questions of “so who do you hang out with?” or, “so you’re friends with so and so?” The drifter (A.K.A Whore of Babylon) will tell you something along the lines of “I don’t really have a set group” or, “I just hang out with who ever.” Sometimes they’ll even tell you, point blank, that they “just drift around”.

Why does this make them horrible people? Think about it. Think of someone who you consider to be a good friend. If that person was asked whether or not they knew you, you’d want and expect them to not only say yes, but have good things to say about you. Why? Because that’s the way things work. That’s the way that friends treat each other, and that’s why drifters deserve to be kicked in the face!

They’re horrible people because of the reasons that they “drift”. They don’t drift because they want to get along with everyone. They drift because they want to suck as much out of any person or group of people that they can. They do it for help with school subjects, free rides, booze, sex, party invites, to meet someone they saw you talking to, etc. Get the point?

If you’ve ever met a drifter, think about your relationship with them for a second. Have they ever done anything for you? Do they ever call YOU up to invite YOU to something? Hell, have you ever even met anyone through them? When you’re not throwing a party, or offering or causing something that they like and want….where are they?

The point, is that they’re all useless leaches, they’re habitual liars, and they no sense of loyalty to anything but themselves. They’re charismatic, good looking, conversational, but bottom line, they’re just fucking evil! If taking a proverbial crap on your chest will get them two cents ahead in any way form or fashion, they’ll do it in an instant!

Don’t give the bastards anything! Save your time, save your energy, and most of all, save your money. Save these for people that actually give a shit about you, and will hang out with you just who you are, not what they can get from you. Send the drifters home with nothing!

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Ohhhhh man. Nothing like a good ole sensitive subject to either make a few new friends, or piss someone the fuck off Love it!

When most people read something that’s about “women”, what is it generally about? Well, in case you’ve never seen a woman-related article because you’ve never had the pleasure of waiting your turn to be tortured by an agent of Satan (dentist), I’ll tell you. Most articles related to women have to do with women related health, entertainment, fashion, or pregnancy. Most of those subjects are quite useful, however, there’s one other subject that I hereby declare as being a complete pain in my ass.

Sorry ladies, but 95% of everything I’ve ever heard or read regarding women and their interactions with, takes on, or wants of men……I’d call it pathetic, but that word simply isn’t strong enough. Instead, I’ll use an illustration. I would rather sharpen a #2 pencil, and stab myself in the eye with it, than read one more horseshit article in Glamour, or any other magazine about this. I’d rather take that same pencil, and plunge it into my ear, thoroughly tearing apart my own eardrum, than hear another second of “I just wanna find a good listener” mouth-diarrhea from another girl about this.

You’ll notice in that last sentence, I said “girl”, not “woman”. That was not a typo. I’m calling them out for what they are, and then I’m gona fortify my thoughts with brick walls, and heat seeking turrents! Most “women” aren’t women, theyre girls. That’s right bitches, someone just said it. You’re pretentious, ignorant, stubborn, self-centered, hollow, and completely incapable of seeing any kind of big picture with regards to anything….little girls.

Now, of the ladies reading this….20% of you, this doesn’t relate to you, and I know you’ll enjoy this blog. The other 80%, this is the middle finger that’s finally being shown to your pretty faces. The middle finger that gets held back because I or someone else was in a good mood at a party, or other social gathering, and didn’t feel like seeing a scene from another stupid teen drama as you ran away in tears! The same middle finger that’s held back, because at the time you were with some douche bag and his 4-9 buddies, and myself and those in concurrence with me would rather just allow you wallow in your own bullshit than help you out at the cost of pausing our beer drinking because of a fight!

See, ladies (some of you) it’s not your fashion, your hobbies, or anything like that that I’m about to attack. I’m attacking the way you think, because I for one, am sick of all the goddamn “I’m a victim” stories, that you conjure to your friends, and the nice guys (me)! I’ve had e-fucking-nough!

Now that I know I have some attention…ladies, let me tell you a secret that needs to replace just about all of your thinking on this topic.

The majority of men walking around this Earth, judge themselves and their own success based on how attractive and how many women they can get to spread their legs (I didn’t say sex, because sex can imply some kind of outside-the-physical connection). To them, you’re nothing except their own right hand, except they enjoy you more because they get to play with your parts, and it’s easier because they don’t have to think as much!

Some of them even have “bonus point” systems, so to speak, where they can brag and boast even more if they hook up with a woman that’s already taken or a virgin. Because of this they think very logically. They lie; they buy dinners, drinks, and fake interest in topics from music and art, to whether or not they want children, all in the name of getting laid. They wear clothes they don’t like, hide everything about who and what they are, and procure images of wealth and intellect, because they’re above rubbing one out on a Saturday!…GOD I’M GOOD!

Whether or not that is morally right, or whether or not more than 5% of the population on the planet gives a shit about morality anymore, doesn’t matter, and isn’t the topic. The fact of the matter is that with that one simple goal, men’s thinking is very simple, and therefore, helps them keep things logical. Although there are women that have the same sexual appetite as most men, the majority of women would prefer to be in a relationship with someone they are happy with. A mutual situation where they are with someone who puts them ahead of themselves, thinks of them, and is happy simply from them being happy as well.

So, the point….men think logically, and so do women? NO!!! NO!!! NO NO NO, kill yourself, NO!! Women think emotionally! I can prove it too.

If I were in an auditorium of 1,000 single and married women, ages 16-45 and I asked them this…..”With hind sight, have you ever had a guy ignore you, dump you, or treat you like shit, and then want him even more?” I guarantee you, 950 hands would be in the air. The ones that wouldn’t would be the ones that are lesbian (nothing against them), and those in their 20’s or younger that have never been allowed out of their own houses!

Now, why did the ladies do this? It’s because they think emotionally. The alpha-dumbass-bitches of this group want what they can’t have, until they get it, then they lose interest. The others….maybe they’re not stupid, maybe they just need a good swat upside the head that they spend way too much time make-uping, and pondering the Stilettos they’re going to wear out. Ladies, how many times have you heard this from a guy, maybe not verbatim, but pretty close. “I’m very up front. I’m dating around. I’m just into meeting people right now.” Ladies, let me tell you a secret. I’ll whisper it, cause a lot of guys actually won’t like me writing about this….THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN FUCKING DO, TO MAKE HIM THINK OF WANTING TO BE WITH YOU EXCLUSIVELY!!!!!!! NOTHING!!!!! You spending extra time with him, caring about him, getting to know him, letting him touch you, finger you, screw you, whatever. Unless you’ve been with someone for a very long time or you’re getting married in the near future…for guys…..SEX DOES NOT CEMENT A RELATIONSHIP!!! What he tells you is a lie! If a guy suddenly drops a girl, it is not because of something to do with age, a job, moving, or anything else! All of that is a lie! The only reasons a guy will drop a female is because either he has known you for a short period of time and has determined that you’re annoying, you’re not putting out like he wants you to, or because he’s going after another female! When you hear anything different from him, his friends, or from anyone that isn’t a female that has spent time around him and is not his friend, then you’re being lied to, period!

“He knows me. He knows every flaw. He said he loves me, he’s just taking things slow.”….I swear, if I didn’t respect women, there some that I would spit on for hearing that garbage from their mouths. Sorry ladies, but despite any interaction you’ve had…he doesn’t know anything about you. He hasn’t been listening to you. He doesn’t know the “real” anything about you. He hasn’t turned down anything for you. Everything contrary to these last four sentence fragments, are manipulative lies, and frankly, if you can’t see the truth, then fuck you! You deserve the misery you’re on the way to for being such a fucking idiot! You’re going to end up like majority of our wonderful society where people only marry because their looks are fading, so they marry to avoid potential loneliness, so they end up in a shitty marriages that goes on forever with both parties constantly cheating on each others, and, or getting prescriptions for bologna mental disorders they don’t have, just to cope with their situation….all of this happens, unless they get a divorce, which of course won’t make finances shitty for someone, or cause emotional scars when the arguments start, or fuck up the kids that are in the middle of everything…of course fucking not!

Bottom line, everything I’ve just said really doesn’t mean anything. And honest to god, I don’t give a flying fuck about what people do. But goddamn, cut the shit ladies! No more “I’m a victim” BS, because if you’re not just looking to get laid as much as possible with your male counterparts, then your stubbornness and your refusal to get introspective is only gona set you up for more failure. Instead, remember that actions speak, words don’t. Until you…not someone else… SEE …..ACTIONS, don’t take anymore bait!

To close, I’m going to spout another life secret that everyone can benefit from, and that is this……

Trees come from tiny seeds, birds come from eggs, and action comes from thought. Be careful what you allow yourself to think about, and more than that, be careful what you wish for. There aren’t too many things in life that come from pure accident and coincidence, if any at all. So agree with me, or just think I’m some whiny bastard, either way, it doesn’t matter, cause we all have to sleep in the beds we make.

Hope the blog was informative and enjoyable..if you’re pist, it’s ok…just tell yourself that I’m just a bitter, pussy of nice guy who should just get laid cause I dont know anything…..bitches:) moohahaha

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Are there people that ACTUALLY have a chemical imbalance in their brain known as bipolar disorder? An imbalance that causes them to get really sad, or extremely angry with no warning whatsoever? The answer could be yes(like hell it is). However, when I recall certain people I’ve known that claim this disorder, the answer this question is an astounding “Fuck no, get out my face you whiny psychopath”. Sure, a doctor diagnosed them with this disorder. However, I assure you, just because someone is a doctor, doesn’t mean that they’re not a useless retard that got their suffix because they had a good memory in all of their science or psychology classes. It’s also a very strong possibility that they simply had a real talent for kissing ass, sucking dick, or applying some amount of their own saliva to the body part of a person not their own. (BTW I am nowhere NEAR as smart as doctors I’ve met in my time, and I never will be, I’m just putting things in prospective.)

Doctors are supposes to be smart, but even then, they still make mistakes. If Jesus picked Judas, and Satan is a Son of God, therefore, just as there’s a chance that OJ brutally murdered his wife and got away with it, then there is a chance that doctors make mistakes in a practice, experiment, or diagnosis. I’ll use an example….

Take for instance, a woman we’ll call Mrs. Lifesucksfromdissapointment. She is married to a man that is more married to his job than to her. He never wants to spend time with her. In fact, he has cheated on her multiple occasions. She has children, we’ll say two daughters, that despite all the time she has spent trying to put good morals and values in their minds, they turned out to be brats that flunked out of every class they ever took, even the home schooled shit where they had the books in front of them the entire time (some SPEDS just can’t be helped, no matter how often and how blunt of an object you hit them with). One of them attempted suicide by slitting her own wrists, because she’s a raging psychopath; another is a complete and utter fat whore of a prostitute.

Mrs. Lifesucksfromdissapointment goes to a doctor, tells them her story, and about how she has “fits” where she can’t help yelling, crying and breaking things in her own home. Does she really have bipolar disorder? NO! Does she have an excuse to break things because of her “disorder”? Does she have an excuse to throw temper tantrums and simply claim some BS diagnosis from a doctor that has his or her own problems, and life to return to when he or she wrote a diagnosis for her? NO!

If you claim bipolar, or know someone who does, take a step back and really break down some things about him or her. Think of their past experiences, where they are now in life. Think of their friends, and family. Don’t let them use their misfortune as an excuse to act like little kids, simply because others around them are acting that way. That kind of behavior is and should be intolerable in every sense of the word. It’s childish, it’s cowardice, and it leads to nothing but negative results. They’re being a horrible, selfish person because they simply want their way, and so they act like a useless human being now that other attempts have failed. Don’t let them be brats, because if you do, all they’ll do is take more and more. If you’re their friend, then approach them, kindly, but firmly. See if that person is really a friend, and an adult that can see, recognize their own need to change. If you’re like me, then you agree with me when I say that time is too precious to waste on someone that should spend their time with their nose in a corner, and with no T.V. for a while.

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There are myriads of people and personalities in the world. Tall, fat, skinny, short. Givers, takers, liars. Book smart, street smart….

However, when I think of most people of the world today, the grandest overall summary of what i feel is…..”this is fucking sad”.

When it comes down to the bottom of everything, most people are awful. Most people have no idea what it really means to look in a mirror and notice anything wrong other than something between their teeth. They can’t face who and what they are, because if they could, they would change.

This blog site, as unpopular, or popular as it may be or grow to be, is all about the little voice of truth that most people refuse to listen to, or acknowledge the existence of. Sexes, opinions, faiths, hobbies…..most everything about most people in society is completely and utterly disgusting, and as long as baywords.com exists, I plan on utilizing its existence to throw some darts of truth into the world.

As far as what i say goes….if you agree, PLEASE, encourage me, tell me about it. Let me know that I have brothers and sisters! If you disagree with me, TELL ME! Tell me in detail why you see me as an awful person. I assure you, it will only benefit both of us.

And just think, with each blog you read, you’re going to learn one more thing about me….which you can then throw in my face!!!!

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